I've got a great ambition to die of exhaustion rather than boredom.
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Here's a photo of Ian, that the cubscout leaders took of all the boys. They made frames and posted the pictures on the tables, as decorations during the Blue and Gold Banquet. It was a Wild West theme. They turned out great!!
So Lauren over at Busy Bee Lauren, took her darling Pocket Edward on vacation to Disneyland. I must say the seat belt shot is hilarious. I am tempted to get my own Pocket Edward to keep me company while Levi is gone. Although his life with me would not be as exciting as it is with Lauren, cooking together and the bubble bath and all. But it might be an adventure for him to do laundry with me. Thanks again for a laugh, Lauren.
I just finished a lovely novel, The Blue Bottle Club by Penelope J Stokes. It was about the dreams we start out with when we are young and how our lives don't turn out how we thought they would.
I got to thinking about when I was 16 and what my dreams were. To go to college to be a psychologist, live in a busy city in an apartment, and putting off marriage and children till I had truly "lived".
How selfish was I? And how merciful God is, that despite my selfish desires and incredibly stupid mistakes, he had a plan for my life.
I used to wonder what would have happened if I'd given Josef up for adoption, or if I hadn't married Levi-how would my life have turned out? Would I have joined the LDS church? I realize I have not wondered these things in a very long time. I am so glad I kept my baby, my son, who is 11 this year. How proud I am of who he is becoming. I am so glad I married his father, whom I loved at first-sight. I remember I was 15 and we were at Meridian Pool with friends. I was actually there with my boyfriend at the time (not Levi). I remember turning my head and seeing Levi, truly seeing him, and a faint voice said "You'll marry him" of course I thought I was insane and shrugged it off. But after being married to Levi for 10 years this year, I could not imagine anyone more perfect for me. As if he was created just to be my partner in this life.
I didn't start out thinking that for my own happiness, I would want to be a wife and mother. I would have never guessed that staying at home with my children and educating them myself would be my deepest joy and passion in life-but it is.
My life is not how I dreamed it would be-but it is how it was meant to be. I am not rich, or famous, nor is my life without problems or struggle. I am not successful in a worldly sense. I am truely happy and grateful. I love and am loved in return. I live without regret. I no longer live to fullfill my own dreams, but to live the life God planned for me.
Memory Verse: Psalm 69:21 They put poison in my food; in my thirst, they gave me vinegar to drink.
Introduction: Obey Your Thirst (Sprite) In this Psalm, terrible things are plaguing David. He’s seeking the Lord, as he has that sinking feeling, that desperate thing of alienation and abandonment… and they try to poison him and give him vinegar - GROSS! How Vile! Sometimes when we’re sick, we have that sinking desperate feeling, we call out to God, we call out for healing.
Assignment: Tell us the most vile “remedy” you’ve ever had to consume in order to be rid of that “plague”. Was it something prescribed by a Medical Doctor? or was it an herbal remedy? We all know that Buckley’s commercial, it tastes awful, but it works. Would you take this remedy again? Did it work? Can you get your children to take it? Oh Ladies, I’d love to see you in a photograph making that sourest of faces, - remember that remedy and remake that face.. or get your kids to make that face with you.. can you do it without laughing? Laughter makes the best medicine.
I really haven't tried too many odd remedies, but I have been trying more natural medicinces, like homeopathy and herbs. Some have tasted pretty bad, espeacially the liquid herbs. You want to scrape your tongue off afterwards. The yuckiest was probably Kava-Kava, it has an awful after taste.
A Little background first-So if you know me, you know that I went through a bad postpartum depression after my last child Oliver. I spent my time in therapy and on Prozac. I highly recommend everyone go to therapy at some time in their lifetime-it was a truly enlightening experience for me. Not that I was crazy or anything, you just learn lots about yourself and relationships. Of course a good therapist is needed! Thankfully I have gotten things under control now and am able to keep depression at bay with St. John's Wort, exercises, and a little TLC when I feel down.
So about therapy...I was told I have an Obsessive Compulsive Personality, this does not mean I have OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) like Monk. It does mean that I have a tendency to seek perfection from myself and others (type A), I have high expectations. I naturally pay close attention to details, which can cause anxiety. I like to know what to expect of myself and others, this makes things like meeting new people and going new places stressful sometimes.
All that being said, I am so grateful to live in a small town that caters to my OCD! I love that every time I go the gas station the same man is there at checkout, along with the bag boy at Ridley's, our Payette librarians and the postal workers at the Post Office. I love that the gas station guy always knows that I buy a Sunday paper when I fill up on Thursdays and he adds it to my total before I even tell him. This and other conveniences of routine, help to alleviate my anxiety and worry and fuel my desire for sameness life.
So I say, OCD people of the world-move to a small town! You'll feel SO much better.
Introduction: You Deserve a Break Today (McDonalds) –After all this crazy weather, the economy ups and downs and now a new President for the United States you all do deserve a break today. I want to give everyone a ‘break today’ and have the ANNUAL SHOPPING SPREE!!!
Assignment: I’d like to stick with a theme for the spree though. The marriage bedroom! I’m also being a little selfish on this one because my husband and I are getting ready to demolish our room, my office, and our ‘guest’ room and make ourselves a master suite. I need some great ideas on linen, wall colors, curtains, pictures…anything that would help me to decorate our new room. I do want a soft and sanctuary type theme. Are you willing to help me? Your budget is $1500! I gave you a raise from last year…since the economy is so bad right now…LOL. Make sure you use the banner and code on the right side of this page to show us your assignments!
Ok here goes, with my virtual Marriage Bedroom Make-over: I like blues and greens for a calm feel.
AFTER: I threw away almost half of the recipes I'd collected. I put in new dividers, they are actually binder pockets, with stick on divider tabs. This will work out so much nicer for me, since I only like to put in tried and true recipes into my binder. I can put the ones I want to try out in the pockets, until they graduate to the binder. I put all my 'tried and true' recipes into sheet protectors, this helps because I am a messy cook...lol.
So I am a little late posting these, but I just joined the Organization Junkie blog and I liked that she was doing file cabinets in January. My file cabinet has been very neglected, since our move I have not even filed anything.*gasp* It has all been sitting in a pile in my to-do basket. This really wasn't too dramatic of a change, since I go through my files at least once a year. I was due to get them cleaned-out and it was a good excuse to take the opportunity and make them look nicer.
Well here is my before picture:
I used this challenge as an excuse to buy a label maker, I have been wanting one for a long time. I reassessed what I wanted in our household files, and then went through each file and cleaned out old papers that I didn't need, then printed labels and used all the same color folders for a tidier look. Then I filed the pages in my to-do basket. Ta-daa!
It has been exactly one year since I was in cub scouting last. Last February we moved from Kuna, where I had served for two years as a Wolf and then Bear leader. Today after church, I was called to be the Cub-master. We had an amazing Cub-master in our old ward so I hope to use her as my example and make our pack meeting great for the families. Not sure this makes sense, but I have a strong testimony of Scouting. It is an amazing program and helps boys grow and transition into good citizens. Although it is lots of work ,I enjoyed my time as a leader and I loved the boys I served. I look forward to this new calling and the challenges and rewards it will bring.
Got this from Emily's blog, super cute idea!! This should be fun
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Outside my window... The sun is shining, sparkly on the snow covered field. The boys are wondering around with the dogs.
I am thinking... I have gotten so much done today-wohoo!
I am thankful for...my family
From the learning rooms...we've already done most of school today. Ian says he loves his new handwriting book, because he read the note to the student in the front and Jan Olsen told him he could color the pictures if he wanted.
From the kitchen...we just had chilli and Amish Friendship Bread, I am planning on making Lasagna for dinner and Ceasar Salad.
I am wearing...no make-up, hair in a ponytail,red t-shirt, black yoga pants, tennis shoes
“After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t mean security, and you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t promises, and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child, and you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure… that you really are strong, and you really do have worth.” ~Veronica A. Shoffstall
A man without ambition is dead. A man with ambition but no love is dead. A man with ambition and love for his blessings here on earth is ever so alive. ~ Pearl Bailey
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